Good morning.

It's late in the morning. The moment I opened my eyes, I realized it's not a dream. My eyes feel dry. My eye bags and eyelids feel tight. My heart feels heavy, a little bit sour... and... Sad. Oh, of course. 

Great news of the year reached me, not long ago, only by yesterday night. A fresh, hot and spicy, unbelievable, full of surprising....... news. A breaking news. Oh yeas, it broke me down. But nono, I'm not going to tell =X. 

What I've tried to do since yesterday night was to accept the truth. It's not easy, at all. Other friends felt nervous with the news too, but they wondered what the hell I'm sad for? It's a good news, somemore a twofold happiness. But, from the words you've delivered to me through the phone, I can feel that it's more like twofold lock and chain, without a key... But, sometimes, our life will be switched to brighter side when something really worst happened. Yes, you will see the light sooner or later! Yeahs!

I hope you to be happy, I want to see you happy. You need to keep optimistic and strong. You need to be fully loved, at this moment. Don't keep everything all alone. Bliss will  be following you all along.

It's time for me to really calm down. It's a good news anyway, right! So, congratulations, my fair lady.

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Ah, my soul is traveling to a book I'm hooking with recently. Only a successful book is able to bring its reader into a imaginary space, adore with its fantasy, and of course it's hard to leave it from the reader's eyes. Ah, I'm not chasing after it from day to night, I stopped whenever I feel I can't take it anymore. It's too seductive, too sexy!

A Courtesan's Guide to Getting A Man 

by Celeste Bradley & Susan Donovan.

& I'm now in Chapter 27, pg. 275!

Elegant, naughty, incredibly sexy & DELICIOUS! I wanna bite more! :D

Do I think it's helpful as a guide for me to get a man in future? Hmmm, in some extent, I think so! Hahas. Shhhhh =X!