Good morning.

It's late in the morning. The moment I opened my eyes, I realized it's not a dream. My eyes feel dry. My eye bags and eyelids feel tight. My heart feels heavy, a little bit sour... and... Sad. Oh, of course. 

Great news of the year reached me, not long ago, only by yesterday night. A fresh, hot and spicy, unbelievable, full of surprising....... news. A breaking news. Oh yeas, it broke me down. But nono, I'm not going to tell =X. 

What I've tried to do since yesterday night was to accept the truth. It's not easy, at all. Other friends felt nervous with the news too, but they wondered what the hell I'm sad for? It's a good news, somemore a twofold happiness. But, from the words you've delivered to me through the phone, I can feel that it's more like twofold lock and chain, without a key... But, sometimes, our life will be switched to brighter side when something really worst happened. Yes, you will see the light sooner or later! Yeahs!

I hope you to be happy, I want to see you happy. You need to keep optimistic and strong. You need to be fully loved, at this moment. Don't keep everything all alone. Bliss will  be following you all along.

It's time for me to really calm down. It's a good news anyway, right! So, congratulations, my fair lady.

****

Ah, my soul is traveling to a book I'm hooking with recently. Only a successful book is able to bring its reader into a imaginary space, adore with its fantasy, and of course it's hard to leave it from the reader's eyes. Ah, I'm not chasing after it from day to night, I stopped whenever I feel I can't take it anymore. It's too seductive, too sexy!

A Courtesan's Guide to Getting A Man 

by Celeste Bradley & Susan Donovan.

& I'm now in Chapter 27, pg. 275!

Elegant, naughty, incredibly sexy & DELICIOUS! I wanna bite more! :D

Do I think it's helpful as a guide for me to get a man in future? Hmmm, in some extent, I think so! Hahas. Shhhhh =X!

My first tear drops sincerely, for a teacher.

Unexpectedly, for the first time he rejected us for our request on delay the assignment deadline. 

He said: "Sorry guys, but I really can't make it..."

We thought it was just something to do with college policy... Until today... 

He said: "Guys, I don't know how to tell you guys about this, and I don't know how you guys gonna handle on this..."

We said excitedly: "Is it good news or bad news sir? Sounds like very good news or very bad news?"

He finally said: "I'm gonna end my job here very soon... I'm going to further study on my PHD, in Hong Kong. It takes around 3 years."

Our mood suddenly went down... Went very very down...

He is the best lecturer I've ever had. I can't express how good he is, with my own words... He is just SO GOOD, EXTREMELY GOOD. He's like taking the role of our dad in the college...

This decision had been made months ago. He was offered with the course with scholarship half a year ago, and he was asked to start attend the class on June. He persists to leave only when he finished all his teaching syllabus for all of his classes in this semester, and he persists to tell us only when he finished all his syllabus with us. He was rushing in his teaching all these days... 

He said, he almost wanted to tell us yesterday, when we requested for delay on assignment due date... and he added on, :"But if I told yours before I finished all the teaching syllabus, it is not so good..." He afraid that he will influence our mood of learning in class... 

He even said: "Don't break me with yours crying faces, (his hand touching on his heart...) I hope you guys to be happy. I hope to see you guys smiling and happy, on the last day I'm here."

I'm sad, for he's leaving SOOOO soon. The words he gave today, were so touched. It's the first time, I got this feeling on any teacher, any lecturer; it's the first time, my tear drops sincerely on a teacher, a lecturer... (previously during farewell when all people were crying I  have to squish some tears out from my eyes and pretend to cry too, although I didn't really feel anything... Hahas!) But for this time, this feeling is from the bottom of my heart.

Anyway, CONGRATULATIONS, SIR. I know you will use your wider knowledge in benefiting others in the future for sure, no doubt.

One more week to go before you're leaving... Appreciate the moment we could gather, until the last minute. On the last day you're here, I will TRY to smile, on my best.

I won't forget you, for my whole life. I hope you're happy too, for your entire life... C:

十二星座另有说法 （准& 赞）

II 双子座 II

请别相信双子座开朗乐观 和双子座交往,你会发现他/她好象是一个天生的“乐天派”，“开心果”。但是，接触久了，你又会发现，双子并不是想象中那么开朗、乐观的。开朗乐观只是外 表,内里他/她是很冷的,其实很难有什么人能去调动他/她的情绪,激情在很多时候都是装的。当和你开朗地交谈的时候,那只是说明你在他/她心目中还是“陌 生人”。当主动和你挑起话语的时候,那是因为你实在太闷了,只不过是为了缓和气氛，并不是性格开朗而多话语。

（别看到我乐观&超级乐天派那一面+因为觉得我是开心果的而爱上我，到最后你们会吐血死掉 XO）

 请别相信双子座很花心  很多关于星座的陈述中,都或多或少地提到了双子座是个花心的星座，有很多人也觉得双子座的人不安分。可是，在我看来，双子座的人并不花心。双子座，天性敏 感、缺乏安全感， 也许就是这样的性格让的感情道路不是一帆风顺，于是双子座的人一直都是在寻找，找一个可以让自己安心的人，让自己的依靠的人，就是这样的不安定，让许多人 都误误认为双子座花心、不安分，不值得依靠或者信赖的；其实只是不安，只是想要稳定而已！尽管双子座有许多异性的朋友，但是，很清楚也很明白谁才是自己的 最爱。

（花心但专一，意思是遇到了觉得可靠+对的人，就会专一&安分守己 ）

 请别相信双子座喜欢讨好别人  双 子座能言——这或许是你对双子印象最深的一点。很“讨厌”双子座见人说人话，见鬼说鬼话。但是，真实的情况并非如此。双子座有很强的自尊心，并不喜欢刻意 地去讨好和奉承别人，除非是他/她高兴，或者认为那个人还不错。当很欣赏一个人的时候，往往就会表现出不吝啬自己的夸奖，夸奖往往是发自己内心的，一点也 不虚伪。可以说，双子座对人际关系并非那么重视，更不会刻意地去经营。要的只是风平浪静、和谐共处。于是，你很易地理解双子座见人说人话，见鬼说鬼话的初 衷并不是为了讨好别人，只不过是为了避免麻烦。双子座并不喜欢纠缠在复杂的人际关系中，因此，话语会选择配合，那只是为了自己轻松自在。

（除非无聊/过爽 [有时有这种倾向 XD]，否则不会口花花，其实我人还蛮直接的~）

请别相信双子座善变 上面提到双子座“能言”，在这里说一说它的孪生姐妹“善变”。你有没有发现，双子座的人爱追求完美？你有没有发觉双子座心里缺乏一个象天秤座那样用来衡量判 断的标准？如果你的答案是肯定的话，那么，你就很容易理解双子的“善变”了——双子座做自己喜欢的事，双子座在做的过程中追求完美，喜欢把所有的事做得更 好，一味地追求完美，但又缺乏一个衡量判断的标准，所以双子座总是在不停地改变自己的主意。也就是说，双子座的本身并不希望变化，只是希望做得更好！  　

  ps: 划线的特别准 XD今天了解自己多一点了. （完全被说中）XD够力神奇的准！你也了解我多一点了吗？:)  其他星座请浏览： 揭开星座真正的一面 by 刘开心via面子书

红色角落的探险

第一篇：已经最尽咗阴沉的早晨，绞痛的心，痛醒四面八方乱抛子弹， 路人中抢看着路人的反应，绞痛的心没好过些，反而更痛 已经无法&无能以言语动作表达撕裂般无声的呐喊，不可收拾再也无法忍受，即离
第二篇：一个人的探险 感谢甲的资讯，独自找到了老远的红色角落 喘，完成一直想做的事—探索闭上眼睛那刻，四周无声能打扰安静，无杂念，好舒服探索结果令人满足，安心一个人的探险，一个满意的路程 万分感激贵座们的指点，领教 :) 再次感激贵座们 *45度鞠躬* :) 

This is NOT me.

偶尔, 我会是个傻瓜
傻够了, 就够了
心软久了, 会变得铁石般坚硬

我选择了原谅你

这些日子无论你多恶劣, 踩到我多少底线

我都无法生气你太久

我以为是我学会了如何去做人

变成熟了

内心阔达了

哦, 这不是我

总是感觉粉怪的

感觉好不舒服

一直压抑着些什么, 却说不出是什么...

哦~ 原来, 这不是我

敢爱敢恨

坦率理智

这才是我

今天, 你化成泡泡消失在我的世界里了... :)

p/s:
勿必再提及"him".
He has gone, forever and ever, and I will live happily ever after.
This is the end of the story. (: